I think it goes without saying if you have read my earlier posts, my surgeon was more of a cunt than anyone Ive ever met. I dont have the energy to go into it right now, but I had a test he ordered to "rewnew" my old tests confirming Pelvic Floor Disorder. It was one of the reasons, a BIG ONE, why I had my ileostomy. This was prior to surgery, just to be perfectly clear. So after my second checkup, where I'm still having complications, like that would normally be found from leaving, oh, I don't know--SOMEONE'S ENTIRE LARGE INTESTINE INSIDE THEIR BODY--(complications such as cups of gel-like substance of mucus that turns into hard softballs of tissue because one is unable to eliminate them the normal way, even with enemas, because of aformentioned PFDisorder) my surgeon is just like "Whatever."
My mom takes meticulous notes and even tape records my visits, and prior to surgery, Dr Asshole promised, numerous times, that he would do a take-down of my redundant stoma, making the loop into a regular ileo, and remove my colon. When we visited now, he claimed, just as he had for many things, he never said that, even when confronted with evidence. THAT is the clear sign of a socio-path. Soemone who can just keep on lying in the face of evidence of their own lies. DID. EVEN. GIVE. A SHIT. Just bald-faced lie. So now I have to go throughthe entire process of fidning another surgeon again. oh--there's so much more I could say on this subject and pain and blablabla---but fuck it.
On to DRESSSESSSSS!!! *Jazz hands*

So my dress from the 1940s of antique lace looks ass on me so... blah. I spent hours sewing on it. but it just looks ass. It was only 80 bucks so fuck it. My mom and I made a day of going out to used dress stores, and we found a SIZE 12 one that looked uhm... decent??? on me. Still needs revisions and tailoring, and there's the destinct possiblity I might hate it after anyways since I have sensory probs with the feeling of seams on my sides.

Absolutely hysterical!
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